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Habbo's got a new look, again!


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Gawd they change their layout every now & then! So quick ya know. anyway, now playing ff. :)

I suppose you can call what's happening now a happy ending .. ?

M and I, plus another friend called L joined this other group. We're kinda sure this won't be the same case as my ex-clique. My current clique is facing a crisis, though. But we're going through it, all together. That's what I like. ;)

But we have to make a decision, between N and W. If there's W, there's no N. If there's N, there's no W. But majority of us in the clique chose W.

But nah, I've no energy to explain the whole thing right now. But I'm sure, 110% sure that we're gonna be happy!

I wish I had got a better choice of friends. What I need now most is someone whom I can confide in. If family and friends could help, I wouldn't be so depressed right now.

You told me you would partner me for the excursion, but what you did was leave me alone and partnered someone else without telling me. Even though I appear strong and do not say anything, I hope you know, it hurts me. I do not have an iron heart. I'm a human too, and I have feelings, just like every living thing.

Did you think I have a heart that doesn't feel anything? You are indeed, in the wrong, and I don't get why you need to get angry. You may have claimed you went through the hardest time of my life, but no. Indeed you were one of those who went through it with me a little but then, you made the hardest time of my life even harder.

I don't feel like blogging today. I should just be an animal who doesn't have feelings.

Ooh, I like, finally got the idea of a Twitter template. Started making two by myself, check them out here.

I'm a beginner, as mentioned in the post so sorry. :) It did take me a quite long time to make them though. At least I've tried. I kinda like them though. I mean, they're my first. And it would definitely leave a deep memory, just like my first blogskin. Even though I made my first blogskin using basecodes.

I think majority of blogskins' people made their first blogskin using basecodes so yeah.

I can't believe you're such a copycat.
I knew you took a few of those, but I didn't expect you to keep on doing it.
I didn't know you were a person that can't be trusted.
I didn't say anything doesn't mean I'm not against it.

A clarification, please:
My userpics in LJ are not to be taken without permission.

I'm a BIG FAT MEANIE.

Okay, idk why i said that when i'm not at all fat but hahah! I just really felt like calling myself a meanie. Anyway, I realized I hated all of F4(in BOF)'s boys, except Hyun Joong & Kim Bum. They say Kim Bum's cute, but I say he's just too chubby. Well, I think differently, and I always do not blend in.

You think you suffer the most, but in fact someone else suffers more than you.
You think you're hurt the most, but in fact someone else is much more hurt than you.
You think you've had enough, but in fact someone else has been tortured more than you.
You think you have depression, but in fact someone else should get depression.
You think you need time alone, but in fact someone else needs more time alone.
It's what you think, but in true fact it's not true.
That "someone else" may seem cheerful, but in fact that "someone else" suffers alot deep down, much more than what you think.

Is Halloween over yet? Well, it is, for Singapore. The time zones are different. Guess what, I've totally lost interest in blogging. Even in icons. Guess I'm gonna lose interest in everything. Oh, help. I'm really very hungry!

This week could have been the most agonizing week I had ever since I was born til' now. One thing to rejoice about, I left my old clique. Now I'm without a clique, and it feels good being like this. Now, I left with this closest friend I had in my clique, and I thought we would carry on happily but no. Let's call this closest friend M.

She left with me, but it seems she left her heart with this person J. J is in my ex-clique and still is, now. Apparently I hate almost anyone that's in my ex-clique. At first J was the only one I didn't hate in that clique, but now, for some reason that even I, myself don't know, I hate her. Yes, I do. She's been getting really close to M, and I got mood swings recently. For a while, I forget about the scenes when J and M were so close together. But then after awhile, I remember how they talked so much, and I get angry with M. I don't know if it's out of jealousy, or something else. M has been spending more time with J and talking to her more than she has been spending time and talking to me. I know it's hard for M, but it's even harder for me.

I still seem very happy, yes. And I was simply laughing and playing almost the whole time with another bunch of my friends. Let's call them RL, Y, W, N and TR. They lifted my spirits during this period of time. RL, Y, W, N and TR may be some really good friends I can never forget. If without them, I wonder how I would go through this time of my life. I may seem as happy as ever, but does anyone even know what I'm going through? Does anyone know the agony I have to bear, seeing J and M having so much fun?

If the only way for this agonizing pain to be over is to break J and M up, I would do it.

What should I do?